December.
Month of memories.
Month of childhood.

And of cold foggy mornings at school.

P.S. This shall mark my 100th post. And perhaps my final. I can definitely write somewhere else, but whatever I do, this shall never be what it had been some years back. It had been a great journey.

'Although I do not hope to turn again
Although I do not hope
Although I do not hope to turn..' ~Ash Wednesday, T.S.Eliot

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সূর্য ডোবার সংকেতে দেখো মুক্তি রঙের নিশানা...

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আমি ফিরতে চাই। আমি ফিরতে চাই !

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They had talked of suffering..

Time.

And again.

Sufferance of an immense magnitude, but, without feeling.

Without taste, without color, without shape.

Hollow?

No.

Wonderful emptiness, if I say?

Perhaps.

Lastly it all boils down to confusion.

Every damn second is, a confusion.

Your whole life is a confusion.

Each and every one of us is living in an empty shell.

It is the nothingness that is driving us on.

I had read once that 'the only way to live is to die..'

That perhaps, is the quote of the millennium.

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the light.

For I shall walk

toward the light.

Trampling yellow leaves

on old footpaths

past sunlit tramlines

past lovers on iron benches

past yellow traffic

in a flash

I shall run

toward the light.

If I do not look back

I shall not

return.

Out of the shade

and towards the light

against dreams of a lifetime

of mine and others

I shall walk.

And I shall smile

even with a torn conscience

even with a broken dream

For I shall look

toward the light

forever

and

always.

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A smile broken by the glass.

If.
I could.

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Something rises up like smoke from your lungs and you blow it into the air..

If you walk down

towards the end of the corridor

you shall see,

feel, and smell

the smoke:

black smoke from the old cigarettes

between every pair of fingers:

soft or stiff.

While in wet days

towards evening

if you walk past the Greens,

you shall see the sun

shining on your face

peeking out from among the grey.

And you shall feel

something rising up

within you:

some old feeling of longing,

or a bond with life

of a different kind.

Yes.

Life starts here.

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