Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Lights From The Past


Cooked up plumes of grey
Emerged from the happy past;
When the days were glorious,
And sweet memories were cast.

Beautiful years were spent
For the festival of lights,
And I figured not
How these days went by;
While the pangs of loss
Strummed the chords of love;
Dying to leave a melody of life.

As I look back on those bright days
Of the Festival of Lights,
When crackers never seemed to end,
When laughter never seemed to leave,
When lights lit the leftovers
As a golden farewell,
The words of yesterday seemed to burn
In the bold flame of doleful doubt.

As the familiar faces and familiar nights
Take the show of today
From the lost yesterday,
My mind lies desirous
Of enjoying today with bits of the past,
Forgetting the present.

The lane where familiar lights
Used to dwell,
Where we grew up,
Today shall seem a bit blurred—
Blurred by the loss of friends,
Blurred by the curse of distance.

Where the mind desperately seeks for a reunion,
Where the heart desperately tries to win the present,
I wish to live in that land of glory,
Where my wish shall guide me through,
Where lost memories shall be held back,
And I shall live in that land of glory.
Is it a lightless Diwali?
Or is it just a figment of my imagination?

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Saturday, October 15, 2011

Of The Tree Of Hauteur Bred By Its Waters




The Fire of Ambition lies hidden
Under the shell of simplicity,
Hoping to strike gold.

But the shell lies immersed
In the Waters of Hauteur,
That the fire feared to emerge.

But by the day,
The flame keeps growing,
Slowly and slowly.

A time shall come,
A day shall arrive,
When the Steel of Hauteur shall be melted;
Moulded by the Fire of Ambition.

When the Fire shall defy the shallow waters around,
When it shall reach land,
Fear not, the innocent eyes of mankind!
For only shall it burn the Trees of Hauteur,
Reducing them to ashes, which,
Swept by the Wind of Loss,
Shall be vanished forever,
Such that mortal eyes may never spot them again.

O Tree of Hauteur! You know not your heights!
You know not the power of the Fire!
But it’s too late now, you have to die;
You have to disappear into nothingness.

O Tree of Hauteur! Why?
Why did you ignite the Fire of Ambition?
My veins burst out with the red of agony,
Since my hands are tied
And I can’t help you.

O Tree of Hauteur! Why do you laugh?
Do not my words shake you?
Do not my words teach you?
But you still laugh;
You listen to me not.
Maybe only the Fire can teach you.

O Waters of Hauteur!
Why do you still babble?
The Fire shall freeze you—
And you shall be lost forever,
Just like the ashes of your Tree
Shall reach the Land of the Unknown.

Tremble! Shake with fear,
O Entities of Hauteur!
Fear not, innocent mankind!
For only the Tree shall be burnt down,
Whilst the Fire of Ambition shall keep growing;
And growing.

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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Life's complexity scathed the molten rods of steel as I flew to the heavens with the wings of thought.

My eyes were stabbed by the flash of doubt; hands tied with the limit of love that I failed to trace the blurred trail of distance.

The frailty of expectation blathed the red fort of relation, when its hard tree never shook from its root. The silent drops of injury fell on its leaves, but they remained dry; as dry as the sands of indifference. It looked such to one man below, but he knew not if the leaves felt the same.

I thought that the leaves needed to be torn off, to show them the need of care. But can the gardener hurt his own plant? So do I still water the plant, caring for it; desperately trying to shift the harshness of reality to the depths of the anonymous, that even I myself fail to discern emotion.

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Thursday, October 6, 2011

A Smile and A Tear.......


As I travelled down the memory lane of my first two blogging years, I found many delightful instances, with some excessively silly and some stupidly informative posts. But I still smile.
I had almost made it a custom to write for the Durga Pujas every year. But that’s not the case. The things hardly seem to be feasible that I may find something to write upon. But like always, I returned on the last day, with a post of some words, to greet everyone. Those cap-roll guns we all had once been a die-hard fan of, caught my keen attention the other day. I wanted to pull that fearful trigger once again when I saw a couple of kids chasing each other, firing blankly into the air. I had last held a gun maybe four years back, and I still have preserved it.
But years have rolled on and things have changed; and so have we and our belongings, interests, and beliefs. But the flickering flame of that old candle still struggles to live on. Let’s preserve it. After all, we all are humans; all of us have beautiful, golden recollections that make us what we are now.


"The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm;
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns;
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart;
Close your eyes and your will find
The way out of the dark."

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Wednesday, October 5, 2011


The storm ravaged the ramparts of an unknown red fort; crushing it to a rubble. I stood by the silent river, my eyes stretching as far as it could. The sun looked a bit dimmer today; and I blamed my eyes. Infinitesimal dust blinded them with persuasion, whilst I could not distinguish the grey from the azure sky.
Soon the glowing ball hid its face behind plumes of darkness, and night came in during the day. Indistinguishable for me, I, with my blinded eyes, looked up to see stars, but couldn’t, since it wasn’t night at all. Again the sun peeked from behind the darkened clouds, deceiving me. I was overjoyed once more and wiped off some dust. I thought it was day. But Nature was adamant to befool me; and this time the sun went down below my eyes, shutting the light forever. I stood agape; wandering how many nights can arrive—but I was wrong; completely wrong. I had followed the false trails of light, and when, had prepared myself for the night, day came in; and when I was living, it was time for night.
That is why I still say, my eyes failed to distinguish; blinded were they with the thick dust of persuasion, and so I thought of never opening them.

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