Sunday, September 30, 2012

The Wailing Walls

“Perfection, of a kind, was what he was after,
And the poetry he invented was easy to understand;
He knew human folly like the back of his hand,
And was greatly interested in armies and fleets;
When he laughed, respectable senators burst with laughter,
And when he cried the little children died in the streets.” 
                          (EPITAPH ON A TYRANT, W.H.AUDEN)
I

Seven thousand were standing
By the city of iron pillars
Waiting to be killed.

Stone walls and florid gardens
Do not sigh.

The great king of the great earth
Was ordering for warm blood;
In lines they came,
In lines they departed.
Graveyards they did not need.

Pigeons stopped to see on stone terraces;
Some were stoned,
Some fell down to the mud.

The king laughed and asked
his men to crack a joke.
All failed and he laughed even more!

The city was dull;
The houses were empty;
The cellars were infested with rats
And the churches had Christ in them.

No wailing in the streets,
Only laughter at the palace.

II

I shall rise and destroy
The scum of this dying world;
I shall wash the tears of childless mothers
I shall wash the clayey idols to dust.

I shall throttle the men-with-knives
I shall riddle with bullets the killer's head
I shall strangle the corrupt to death.

Kill the king,
Kill his men
Choke his throat.

Burn the idols,
Remove the priests,
Feed the beggars,
Bring peace.

Douse the flames,
Find the children,
Dry the tears.

Jump into the false river
Taking false oaths
About your false love
Of your false life.

Slit your wrist
Slit others' throats
And bleed
On mad streets
On cursed September nights.

Let the world live.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Come Let Me Take You Away


Come, come let me take you away
From these headless phantoms roaming the terrace of filth
And brainless citizens losing their ways in this map of maps,
From these screeching shadows of betrayal on immoral walls every night.
Come, let us leave
By the last train of justice from this world of bibelots.

Oh dear, don't look on those blood spots on that rail yard.
Don't look on those blood spots on that rail yard.
Oh dear.

In this station of the hideous midnight,
Owls have perched on the rusty roofs;
Their hooting sends shivers
Down spineless passengers.
Crooked faces with deformed desires
Greet the new moon
When wolves of the fairy tales
Howl.

This is the last train
Leaving the ramshackle station:
Opaque masks of decrepit skin
Shrouded white cream
And deathly screams from faraway villages
Greeted the shuddering train.

The train is whistling.
Come, let's aboard.

Through the thoroughfares of caged light,
The bogies see strange notices hung on passing signals
And peculiar forests by the side
And run like light into nothingness.
The guard waves the green flag
Of peace:
Away, away;
Far away from the distant city
That wore veils of death,
The red flag is nowhere.

Perforating the cold December fog,
The train runs into a misty doom:
Towards a palace of dreams.

I imagined children
Peeking out from dim households
In horrible fear
Of this surreal train.

It is the remorseful agitation
Of past sins that surrenders us to our Fates.
It is this deadly forest surrounding this train
It is this cold wet night of merciless winter.

Back in the dead station
At half past one
Addictions arrived in a beautiful lady’s
Worthless bijouterie.
The stranded phantoms were too late.
They missed the train.
They were to sink with the world.

The addictions came in like approaching storms
Whistling through glassless windows:
Reminding passengers how they fled
The ramshackle station.

The coaches jerked like rattling skeletons
In ancient coffins during earthquakes.

Flustered by the hazy surrealism of
These hazy surroundings,
Insomniacs in compartments slept like the dead—
Drunken with the whiskey of freedom.

The storms rained caustic,
Wiping the floor dust
Of this night train
Whistling through the thoroughfares
Of Justice.

I heard the mind’s clock striking
Three.
Tick.
Tick.
Tick.
The countdown to dawn began.

Stuffed corridors of red bogies
Filled with the useless belongings
Of earthly life
Were to be discarded.
The next station would not allow them.

We were ‘waiting for the sun’.

Hours passed in restless sleep
Dreaming dreams of torn pasts
And listening to crooked tales
About crooked fairies.

The sun cleared the empty morning vision:
As the train receded into the station
Of this beautiful morning,
All the sights dissolved
Like dust into the air:

The train had gone up—
It had gone up
At
One Sixty Five Degrees to the horizontal
Till it reached this place.

It was a different town:
More like a Spanish village
Of the olden days.

Far below as the street went down
Sights reached fire and destruction—
You were looking down—
You were just looking down.

We were cleared—
Cleared.

We cannot hope to revive that erstwhile station of the night—
It’s burning.
But we can gather the ashes
And offer it to the false god.
  
Come let us live in this place
Of new-found justice;
Away, away
From those blood spots on rusted rail lines.


Courtesy: 
1) 'Waiting For The Sun' is an album by The Doors.
2) Repetition of word 'crooked' is inspired as in:

'You shall love your crooked neighbour
With your crooked heart.' (W.H.Auden)

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Monday, September 3, 2012

THEY WERE LITTERING THE ROAD


Antiquated peals of laughter of the modern times
Saw
Shameless woodpeckers pecking at ramshackle furniture
Made
Of wood of quality 
That
Was losing its old shine.

Little dim lights were fading unto dusk;
The blinds had been forgotten
The coffee was spilt
And the rain was caustic.

“If the doors of perception.....”
Went on limitlessly in a
Distracted mind:
A deadly war of the mind—
A hundred dead soldiers,
Villages lying still with napalm,
And thundering copters spraying
Phosgene
Into a deathless country.
It’s just the mind.

Skeletal fragments
Like
Wet Puppets
Were dancing to the tune
Of
Their master;
A leg came off,
Then a head came off.
O it’s just the mind!

You were lost in the dates
Of your lost past—
A small swollen face greeted you
From behind the mirror;
Waiting to wail.
You didn’t smile.
It meant nothing to you.

They were littering the road.
They
Were
Ignorant.

From face to face,
From smile to smile,
From frown to frown,
From neglect to neglect,
From dawn to dusk.

You saw emotionless sights.
You were unaffected.
When you were waiting to
Laugh,
You thought you shouldn’t interact.

You didn’t care—
You just didn’t care.


COURTESY (Line 14): William Blake: "If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite."

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Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Independence.


Howlers like indecent animals
Struggled to be free.

Wont to
Iron-chained leisure—
Shattered bones and legs,
Thoughtless spirits
That lacked freedom of thought.

Coal black eyes
That had never known in life
That freedom was something.

Shadowy activities were going on
Under the skin—
Fat, sleazy people
Who prayed for freedom to powerless deities—
Were bound by the shackles
Of corruption.

He asked his father if he could
Hoist the Indian flag on their terrace—
But the sky was leaden
And the vision blurry—

The books had it:
There was no pure air.
But—
The blood of our martyrs
Was pure.

It’s just another day
At the places
Where children look like famished
Goats:
Thick bellies, exposed ribs—
No limbs
To stand;
No hands
To salute the Tricolour;
Yet it’s Independence Day.

Some blind panhandlers
Were groping for a lost coin
In the mud:
A speeding car splashed mud
Into numerous eyes—
They wanted to clean it—
But sadly couldn’t.

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Hot blood from the bodies
Of dauntless souls
Bred this country
Of values;
Thunderous speeches of Independence
Had rattled the ground
Where Indians were born—
Our history.

There are promises of patriotism
That cry for expression:
Dumb shouts of protests
From silent households;
And loud whispers
From high offices.

They were executed;
They were mercilessly thrashed.
They just desired freedom.

We have turned our motherland into a country of shackled ‘independence’: can we still hope?

Hope?
Sit back and smile.


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Thursday, August 9, 2012

They Heard The Unheard Cries Of Laughter


There walked the pigeon
On the edge of a wet precarious terrace:
Looked left and right,
And flew away.

They built Red Grilles to constrain spirits—
Crimson-red flowers
From the interns of a sun-baked hovel
Were being taken to graveyards.

Dubious ceremonies of confused happiness—
Scatter a pinch of salt over this
Ocean of falsity,
And drown with the crowd.

They are ignorant.
They are heartless.
They are false.

I dreamt of a giant last night—
He was distilling waste water
Into the ocean—
And thousand fishermen with
Scattered boats
Were keeping their rods bent.

Listen to the cheer of the crowd
And watch smiles staring at you;
Don’t go deep in your thoughts
Or the giant might invade your dreams!

An empty bottle in an empty classroom,
Rolling and rolling—
No water, no colour—
But still rolling.

Sounds of hundred feet beyond
The Barbed Wires—
Soldiers marching?
But where to?
Beyond the wires
There was but something else to be seen:
A ‘battalion’ of ragamuffins
Dirtying the street—
Spreading foul stench that irked
A school-going child.

There are ways to look at the world—
Fake faces storming households, or
Real faces loving each other—
What we see is but our own vision—
And as they had said they ‘flock together’.

They beheld the great ocean—
Some rich eyes went till the farthest
Fisherman—
Some wooden eyes went till the cruel shark
Beneath;
While the rest looked straight up—
Didn’t know if the ocean was blue.

You were mistaken—
You saw
Shameless laughter, Inebriated teetotalers;
Flasks of water waiting to be distilled
And hundred emotionless sights.
And you were awestruck.
You were enticed by the beautiful cloak of
Relation.

The cry of laughter—
When your rib-cage was waiting
To be ruptured,
Nothing much happened.

You laughed to cry—
You just laughed to cry.

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Sunday, June 24, 2012

The Seven Colours

N.B.: A few concepts have been reused.

Dancing shadows—
Flickering flames of rebellion
Made an impression on the blurred pane,
While outside, raindrops
Wetted lives, or
Flooded dreams.

A child gave a thought:
“Can rainbows come up at night?”

Morning—
Amidst drenched walls and shattered pathways
Of life,
Seven colours appeared on the smoky sky—
Incongruous it seemed.

A child from the terrace of a multi-storey building
Asked his father, “Isn’t that beautiful!”
But straight below—
Where the stark miseries of life seemed comfort,
Where raindrops seemed as innumerable as miseries,
Gaunt lips—
No water, no shape—
Failed to savour the colours.
Smoke-filled eyes—
No gleam, no sorrow—
Being blinded, withdrew.

While these went unnoticed,
I was still watching the rainbow.

Red—
The blood of desire;
Steaming thoughts and
The desire of red rebellion
On a new day—
A new day.

Orange—
“Fruit?” asked the dying child;
“Delicious!” said the parvenu.

Yellow—
Sodium lights still dared to shine
Under the sun—
“Paddy fields?” asked the beggar.

Green—
The life of humanity—
Pervaded the city;
While crooked brown leaves
Near green grass,
Lay in shame.

Blue—
By the side of a blue river,
A heartbroken soul sat weeping,
Desiring to die.
While by the sides of a ‘blue’ drain,
Hundred souls were counting their last hours,
Desiring to live.

The sun hid its face
And the rain came down—
“Rainbows don’t come up at night”
Said I to myself.

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Sunday, June 3, 2012

My Lonely Swing


My lonely swing at the end
Of the green grass
Still creaks in this heat:
Some leaves resting there
And hundred raindrops wetting it,
It sings it lonely song.
Maddened by the wind
And comforted by the tree,
The rusted swing still creaks
In the dusty afternoon.
On and on.

Rusted, dirty and unkempt—
Back in the corner,
Lies what once had been my ride.
Webs of delusion
Spun by the spiders
Have shrouded the pathways
And the singer can’t be heard anymore.

Lights of the long lane
Still guide the stranger;
But to a lonely land.
A lonely land—
Where no one speaks,
Where no one plays,
Where everyone has deserted
Everyone else;

At a stroll that evening,
My eyes pictured fan blades
Moving at the speed of life
And the light becoming dim.
Gaudily dressed women
Made it look like Autumn
While it was summer still.

A broken soul thinks and speaks
To himself and me,
His doubts and his sorrows
Are all about the bad world;
A thinker now, he is beginning to learn.

The last time I noticed ‘Land sold’
Was nine years back,
And since then I haven’t treaded that field.
Some have gone away,
Some have passed away;
But their memories still linger in my old lane:
My old lane.

Lifeless, desolate and silent—
The dust-covered lane
Still cries out to its lost people to return:
To return.

Here, away from the breezy memories
Of the erstwhile days,
I watch thousand raindrops
Sliding down the roofs
And take frequent walks
In a drenched evening—
Thinking, Dreaming, Living.

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